I lose the joys of life. (For
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Warning: Will contain violence.
Clint fiddles with his cufflink, looking away from the window overlooking the street below. This is the last step of a mission he's been working for the last two weeks, and while he's as anxious as ever for it to be over, there's no sense of victory on the horizon. He's used to that with these missions, of knowing that once he's finished, he'll feel a sense of accomplishment, of having something to be proud of. But no matter how hard he tries, he just wants this one to be over.
He's supposed to kill a child.
Not really, of course. The girl (The Black Widow. Natalie. Natalia.) is only a few years younger than him - their intel says she is actually eighteen, though he's wondered about that in the time he's been watching her this week, while he decided the best way to play this, while his contacts set up this meeting. Natalia was his date to a dinner for some rich assholes this evening, and the longer the night goes on, the more certain he becomes that he can't go through with this. She's a killer, has taken out more targets than S.H.I.E.L.D. can actually keep up with - but he sees more when people don't know he's watching. He's seen the black cars and men that dog her heels, and the looks she gives them when she thinks no one's watching aren't to reassure herself that they're there. He's seen her steel herself before she talks to them, before she came up to meet up, tonight, and they all paint a picture different than the one in her file.
He has weapons hidden nearby, should be hiding one of them on himself now while Natalia freshens up in the bathroom - he doesn't want to think about why she thinks she needs to freshen up, she's a child and not even one allowed to make her own decisions - but he can't. He can't do it.
But he has to, and he finally takes his hand away from his sleeve, turning to find the closest handgun, to tuck it away as the sound of water stops in the bathroom and the door opens, to school his own expression and posture back into the relaxed, confident swagger this cover requires, to let himself leer a little when he turns to face her.
Another hour, and this will be done.
Clint fiddles with his cufflink, looking away from the window overlooking the street below. This is the last step of a mission he's been working for the last two weeks, and while he's as anxious as ever for it to be over, there's no sense of victory on the horizon. He's used to that with these missions, of knowing that once he's finished, he'll feel a sense of accomplishment, of having something to be proud of. But no matter how hard he tries, he just wants this one to be over.
He's supposed to kill a child.
Not really, of course. The girl (The Black Widow. Natalie. Natalia.) is only a few years younger than him - their intel says she is actually eighteen, though he's wondered about that in the time he's been watching her this week, while he decided the best way to play this, while his contacts set up this meeting. Natalia was his date to a dinner for some rich assholes this evening, and the longer the night goes on, the more certain he becomes that he can't go through with this. She's a killer, has taken out more targets than S.H.I.E.L.D. can actually keep up with - but he sees more when people don't know he's watching. He's seen the black cars and men that dog her heels, and the looks she gives them when she thinks no one's watching aren't to reassure herself that they're there. He's seen her steel herself before she talks to them, before she came up to meet up, tonight, and they all paint a picture different than the one in her file.
He has weapons hidden nearby, should be hiding one of them on himself now while Natalia freshens up in the bathroom - he doesn't want to think about why she thinks she needs to freshen up, she's a child and not even one allowed to make her own decisions - but he can't. He can't do it.
But he has to, and he finally takes his hand away from his sleeve, turning to find the closest handgun, to tuck it away as the sound of water stops in the bathroom and the door opens, to school his own expression and posture back into the relaxed, confident swagger this cover requires, to let himself leer a little when he turns to face her.
Another hour, and this will be done.
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Date: 2016-10-26 05:08 am (UTC)"So pick a room, then?" he proposes, if they are going to go off another balcony.
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Date: 2016-10-30 07:04 pm (UTC)Tucking the pin back away, she pushes the door open quickly but quietly, and heads inside -- much to the surprise of the room's occupants, who freeze, staring at her like she's the Boogeyman. She ignores them, even when they start shouting, and heads for the balcony.
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Date: 2016-11-03 01:13 am (UTC)She swears immediately, backpedaling in the opposite direction. "Shit."
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Date: 2016-11-03 05:20 am (UTC)"Backbackbackbackback," Clint says quickly, reaching for her, to shove her behind him as he also backpedals. "Keep going!"
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Date: 2016-11-13 06:20 am (UTC)"Balcony or stairs," he prompts, because those are still their best options.
Though, as they continue down the hall, he sees something that might help them, and he picks up his pace a few strides to put himself more even with Natasha. "Keep going," he tells her - which might sound like another needless piece of advice except for the fact that he abruptly stops, already reaching out for a small red panel on the wall. Easily, he hooks his fingers around the white lever and yanks, pulling hard on the fire alarm. Immediately, there's a burst of noise as the alarm goes off, and he picks up running again without a glance at James.
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Date: 2016-11-13 09:50 pm (UTC)Ducking into a room as someone else exits, she grabs Clint's wrist as he moves past and tugs him in behind her. "Balcony," she tells him, as if that's not obvious. "Too many people on the stairs, now."
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Date: 2017-01-08 04:13 am (UTC)What he wouldn't give for some rope right about now.
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Date: 2017-01-09 03:15 am (UTC)"What're the chances we could shake your buddy up there? Make him think we'd gone on and hole up somewhere."
Even with both of them being stronger than the average person of their age and size, the odds aren't on their side that one of them wouldn't end up slipping and falling those nineteen stories. If they can wait James out and sneak down another way, it might decrease their odds of a broken neck.
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Date: 2017-01-09 06:18 am (UTC)He raises his eyes to the ceiling, briefly. "Air ducts never work like they're supposed to or I'd suggest getting a maintenance panel somewhere."
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Date: 2017-01-09 11:31 pm (UTC)"Maybe we're overthinking this," she starts again after a long moment. James expects her to be clever, to try and outsmart him to get away. Maybe they need to do something so ridiculous or so obvious he wouldn't see it coming, instead.
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Date: 2017-01-10 06:04 am (UTC)He's still very much aware this could all bite him in the ass, that she could very easily set him up for James to have a clear shot at him - but he still has to trust that she won't. It's the only way both of them are going to get out of this alive.
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Date: 2017-01-12 12:15 am (UTC)Because the stairs are likely still out, what with people still evacuating thanks to the fire alarm, and the elevator might be out of service for the same reason. And it's not like they can just balcony hop in reverse, not without rope. She makes a face. Maybe this isn't as good a plan as she thought it was, though not for any reason involving James.
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Date: 2017-01-12 03:08 am (UTC)He tosses his coat behind a chair and then heads back for the balcony. "If you can get up with a boost, I can climb up behind you."
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