I lose the joys of life. (For speaks_latin)

[thehawkinhisnest]

Warning: Will contain violence.

Clint fiddles with his cufflink, looking away from the window overlooking the street below. This is the last step of a mission he's been working for the last two weeks, and while he's as anxious as ever for it to be over, there's no sense of victory on the horizon. He's used to that with these missions, of knowing that once he's finished, he'll feel a sense of accomplishment, of having something to be proud of. But no matter how hard he tries, he just wants this one to be over.

He's supposed to kill a child.

Not really, of course. The girl (The Black Widow. Natalie. Natalia.) is only a few years younger than him - their intel says she is actually eighteen, though he's wondered about that in the time he's been watching her this week, while he decided the best way to play this, while his contacts set up this meeting. Natalia was his date to a dinner for some rich assholes this evening, and the longer the night goes on, the more certain he becomes that he can't go through with this. She's a killer, has taken out more targets than S.H.I.E.L.D. can actually keep up with - but he sees more when people don't know he's watching. He's seen the black cars and men that dog her heels, and the looks she gives them when she thinks no one's watching aren't to reassure herself that they're there. He's seen her steel herself before she talks to them, before she came up to meet up, tonight, and they all paint a picture different than the one in her file.

He has weapons hidden nearby, should be hiding one of them on himself now while Natalia freshens up in the bathroom - he doesn't want to think about why she thinks she needs to freshen up, she's a child and not even one allowed to make her own decisions - but he can't. He can't do it.

But he has to, and he finally takes his hand away from his sleeve, turning to find the closest handgun, to tuck it away as the sound of water stops in the bathroom and the door opens, to school his own expression and posture back into the relaxed, confident swagger this cover requires, to let himself leer a little when he turns to face her.

Another hour, and this will be done.

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[thehawkinhisnest]

Clint hums an agreement. "Be real nice if we had a map of the place right now," he unknowingly echoes under his breath, heading back toward the elevator to follow his earlier suggestion of there being closets or extra space around it.

[speaks_latin]

"I was just thinking the same thing," she admits, one corner of her mouth quirking upwards in a hint of a smile she can't really help. It fades just as quickly as it came. "Don't suppose you have something in your bag of tricks that might help with that?"

Maybe he has some way of finding them that doesn't involve searching the offices downstairs, for what little good even that would do them. She doubts the blueprints are here. They're probably in a county office, somewhere.

[thehawkinhisnest]

"I might be able to dig them up online if we had time, but I'm a little afraid we don't have that much time," he tosses back. Yeah, it looks like they've lost James for now, but he really doesn't want to push their luck by standing around while he tries to dig it up.

"I know it's a thing in the States: you know if these rooms have the fire maps on the backs of the doors?"

He didn't notice in any of the other rooms he's been in in this hotel, his mind on other parts of this mission.

[speaks_latin]

"Contrary to popular American belief, we're not barbarians," Natasha shoots back, more teasing than actually offended. What she's getting at, either way, is that, yes, the rooms here have emergency plan maps on the backs of the door, and regardless, that in mind, she heads for one of the rooms, hoping to break in, to find such a map.

[thehawkinhisnest]

He makes a face back at her while he follows her to a room. It doesn't take them any longer to break into the room up here as it did before, and he steps past her so she can close the door, so they can check the map. It might not give them everything, but at least they'll know where there's more likely to be dead space.

"How's it look?"

[speaks_latin]

"I'm guessing there's a utility closet, near the elevator," she says, glancing back at him from where she's leaned in to inspect the map. There are also crawlspaces in the rooms near there, too, but. His instinct was just as right as hers was and might actually serve better.

[thehawkinhisnest]

"Wanna try the closet? Rescue's not likely to be looking in those for any stragglers, at least."

This high up, the staff should all be accounted for by the time any fire squads get this high, and they wouldn't have much reason to be looking for guests in them.

If they're really lucky, James won't bother himself trying to sneak around the rescue squads, but Clint's not traditionally that lucky.

[speaks_latin]

"Probably the better option, now that we know there is one," she decides, taking a half-step away from the door to pull it open again. Not that she immediately steps out, instead taking a second to clear the hallway all over again, just in case. Thankfully, it seems just as empty as before, and satisfied, only then does she start heading for the closet.

[thehawkinhisnest]

Clint follows along after her again, after she clears the hall, as they make their way toward the elevator and the closet she found on the map. Once they get there, he huffs out a wry breath. "Now it's getting creepy how quiet it is."

[speaks_latin]

"Like a horror movie," she agrees. Not that she's actually ever seen one, but the general idea behind them was covered as part of her training. It wouldn't do for her to slip up like that, if and when it came up in small talk, after all. She needed amusing anecdotes to tell -- like that one time her and the rest of her old company snuck away from their chaperones, before a performance, to see whatever was playing in the closest theatre.

[thehawkinhisnest]

Clint hums an agreement, sliding into the closet and looking around for somewhere to position himself in case someone does try to check it for people. There's likely room behind the door for her, but he's going to have to pretend he's smaller than he is to get into a good position to be hidden.

Not that he can't do it, but it's going to take him a little more effort.

"If I say the next line, though, I'll end up jinxing us. Assuming I haven't already."

[speaks_latin]

"So don't," she tells him. Despite that, though, she shoots him a sour look as she molds herself into the space behind the door. Clearly, she already thinks he has jinxed them, just by thinking it.

[thehawkinhisnest]

"Lips are sealed," he agrees - and then makes good on that, considering a shelving unit. He reaches out and shakes it, determining how sturdy it is - and then, when he seems happy with that, reaches up to a higher shelf so he can pick his feet up off the ground - and then slide through the side of the unit. It takes him a moment to walk his hands back down the shelves, nudging things out of his way carefully so he doesn't knock anything off the shelves -- and when he finally pulls his hands in, he's nearly completely hidden behind the supplies on the shelf.

[speaks_latin]

Natasha watches him, once again impressed by his flexibility, but doesn't say anything. She remains silent even once he's settled, wary of talking now, as it's only a matter of time before someone's up to check this floor. She's not wrong, either -- a few minutes later, there's the sound of voices out in the hall, footsteps following as they get closer. She shifts slowly, pushing herself further into her corner as they approach, and waits. It doesn't take long until they're fading again, but while finally, she turns her attentions back to Clint, she remains silent. Better to give it another few minutes, in case they come back this way.

[thehawkinhisnest]

The only acknowledgement of the people passing is a quieting of his breathing as they pass, as the closet goes even more silent for the moment. He's fine where he is, though - one more benefit of his skillset is that he can remain still and silent in even uncomfortable places and positions if it means he can keep his eye on a target.

[speaks_latin]

A good thing, too, considering Natasha continues to make them wait for quite some time, after, and rightfully so. She's not sure how much time has passed, by that point, but sooner or later, the footsteps come and go again as the people they belong to presumably head back down, their search complete. Natasha counts out another handful of seconds after she can't hear them over the sound of her breathing, however faint, anymore.

"I think we're good," she says, softly, when she's satisfied.

[thehawkinhisnest]

There's a quiet clatter as Clint shifts, a bottle of clear falling over, though it thankfully doesn't take anything with it. He reappears from the shadows, climbing back out of the shelf. "That was a lot more comfortable than I was expecting," he half jokes.

[speaks_latin]

"You definitely made it look good," she shoots back, still impressed with how effortless he made that look, even if it wasn't really comfortable. She wonders, briefly, if she should add sniper to the short list she's keeping. She wonders how that makes her feel, if that is his area of expertise, considering it's James's, too.

She dismisses it after a moment and with a shake of her head. Now's not the time. "Ready to keep going?"

[thehawkinhisnest]

Clint smirks back at her. "Damn right," he returns - and then sobers, too, to nod. "Ready and able. What's our next step?"

[speaks_latin]

"Getting out of here," she reminds him. They'll have to take it slow, so they don't outpace the rescue team on their way down, but she figures that won't be a problem, considering Clint's side and regardless of how 'fine' he is.

[thehawkinhisnest]

He's just not going to mention his side and hope she more or less forgets about it, nevermind the sting he can feel.

"So, downward?" he proposes. "And run like hell if we catch any sign of your buddy?"

[speaks_latin]

"Best plan I've got," she says by way of agreement and with a shrug. Slipping out from behind the door, she opens it cautiously, clearing the hallway as before, and then steps out, expecting Clint to follow.

[thehawkinhisnest]

Clint does follow her, sliding out behind her and then closing the door quietly behind them, following her toward the stairs. The eerie quiet continues, the elevator still not in use. He's glad both of them are capable of making so little noise - it would sound like a rock concert in the stairwell if they weren't.

[speaks_latin]

They're just about to the lobby, when Natasha stops. She reaches out, grabbing Clint's wrist as he does, too, and pulls him down the hallway that leads, presumably, to a laundry room, if the smell of fabric softener is any indication. Not that that's important. What is important is, "They're going to start letting people back in, soon."

So, maybe they should wait here and then slip out through the crowd.

[thehawkinhisnest]

Clint gets another step forward before he lets himself be yanked to the side. "We'll have to give it a minute," he returns lowly. "It'll look weird if we walk out right after they let people back in."

Even with the crowd that will be coming back in, two people fighting against it would be enough to catch attention if the wrong people are still watching.